Be around

Hiii. I finally managed to move my lazy ass to blog now. Yeah I know I'm one big fat lazy bitchhh.

Anyway, here are some of the photos for IXD'2's BBQ! :)

Classphoto!

Like finally everyone is present. Except for Lynn.

Polaroid 1

Polaroid 2!

Mini bbq station

Yeah okay. BBQ was awesome, :) And my noob brother came to pick me up. Supposedly at 10.30 but because he was lost in Yishun he ended up picking me around 11.30. And we got lost somemore cuz we all didn't know the way home and got home about 12+.

Due dates for assignments are really near by now but I still don't give a damn. What's wrong with me!?

Oh yesterday I went to Ikea with Ryan, Alson, Faris & Matthew to take some pictures for Typography assignment and today @Hweejie's house with the usuals to 'do our assignments'. Yeah I know you know what I mean. ^^

Toodles!

Living out of your dreams

Hello! It's the beginning of the 2nd week of my holidays and I haven't even touched any of my assignments. I bet I'm not alone :D This is so awesome!

My brother's back from London for a holiday and I'm extremely happy.

Plus, tomorrow's IXD2's class bbq! S'excited :)

I'm really lazy to update. Please don't scold me!

What are you doing to me :(

Hellooo :) I had a wonderful birthday today, thankyou all of y'all! ^^

I met Yumin, Limin, Sheryl, Gerald, Junlin & Alan at Batok. I love you guys for making me bring 17 balloons around and squeeze into trains and busses being in the center of attraction and then poor Alan got sabo-ed by me to take the balloons and make everyone think it's his ^^

We had a picnic at some weird place near Esplanade because we noobs couldn't find our way to Marina Barrage from where we were -.- It was still awesome and we released the pretty 17 balloons there ^^

Amos Chua, Zhenzhang & Shawn Jee joined us in between. And then we left to City Hall to meet Yingxian, and we headed to Cine to have some Froliccccc. :D

Walked around, slack slack slack talk talk talk catch up catch up catch up shopping shopping shopping. I love all of you sfm omg I miss every single day I spend with you girls! :( I wish time would rewind so I can spend everyday with you girls again~

Dinner @313 @Superdog. We had awesome icrecream cake which we dug with our spoons spreading our love saliva to everyone.

And then we all went home like happy little girls :)

Came home, joined Joel Pay & co. downstairs.

We are awesome people cuz we share the same birthday and stay in the same condo.

BUT. Obviously I'm more awesome ^^ Ok Happy Birthday jiao bin.

Thanks for the wishessss :)

Junyang, Sheryl, Ming Shiun, Limin, Matthew, Alister, Ming Jie, Julydia, Guice, Ray, Jolyn, Sean, Dexter, Syafiqah, Syahirah, Yumin, Xianda, Hweejie, May-en, Jaslyn, Juting, Anesa, Jonathan, Yuya, Shimin, Wanshing, Yuhao, Peimei, Marcus Tan, Cetrina, Nicholas Tang, Tze Zing, Anisa, Er An, Norman, Alida, Jeremy, Monica, Joey Tan, Jun hong, Xin yi, Wee chong, Julydia, Fariza, Winnie, Jun yi, Min chi, Seng Leong, Boon peng, Pinhui, Hidayat, Syaza, Ain, Daniel Thay, Ryan, Fadzly, Gavin, Alan Lee, Danny, Yuqian, Deon, Kai jun, Claire Ngo, Shafiq, Wei Lun, Claire Chiang, Lester, Forbes, Kenn, Syuhadah, Chun jet, Amira, Daniel Tan, Marissa, Dominic, Roy, Jeremiah, Brandon Lee, Weiqi, Kianjiat, Nigel Tang!, OCY, Cadman, Henry Fu, Shenshen, Khengyong, Jiayee, Jiaying, Asyraf, Elaine Toh, Benjamin Tang!, Khaleeda, Yingxian, John Kan, Zhenzhang, Asfi, Geraldine, Joyce, Alwin Chong, Shaun Loh, Rouxi, Guoyong, Pricilla, Serena, Aloysius Wong, Yingfeng, Cheryl, Caleb, Jennifer, Zakiah, Damian, Nathanael, Jessie Wong, Brandon Ong, Tingwei, Kaiyuan, Steffen, Felicia, Ivan Wee, Jasslyn, Joy, Nigel Tan, Guo Qin, Huimin, Spencer, Marcus Teo, Daniel Chye, Yazid, Ming Kang, Abby, Tyn, Kaisian, Joel Pay, Alvan, Elaine Huang, Yongsiang, Youmin, Jin, Celeste, Jolene, Jason Leow, Edwin, Eldrid, Lixin, Aien, Mackenzie, Wai Chun, Shalania, Sweesheng, Brandon Toh, Aloysius Pow, Chi Shuen, Yufan, Yinhui, Alwin Low!

Bigggggggg thanks to all of you who wished me. I never knew so many people remembered my birthday okay. I'm sorry if I forgot yours! :(

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! ^^

I love each and every one of you who are in my life ok!

Sent from heaven

Hello!

Firstly, I wanna thank IXD'2 and Caleb for helping me have an early celebration for my 17th Birthday :)

To those who couldn't make it, thanks for all your birthday wishes too! ^^

Okay. So we met around 6.30pm @Bugis today. Steamboat at Tian Tian huo guo!

Up till around 9, we left and walked over to Esplanade, Hagen Daz for some icecream, and Double Helix Bridge to talk cock sing song cam whore open presents :)

Mummy daddy came to pick me at 11pm. Homesweethome! ^^

School tomorrow at 10am for some bullshit talk with our Personal Mentor and some ridiculous lecturers god knows why~

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Ohhh get high!

Oh hi!

Thursday, 10th June.

Ryan, Alson & Faris came over to my house to do our work. Ryan & Alson swam first, then we went back up to do our work.

Pasta Mania delivery for dinner, :)

They left around 11pm.

Friday, 11th June.

Carlo's class was bullshit we just kept doing redundant portraits of each other.

He gave my Assignment an F because he's a fucker.

He accused Hweejie of tracing because he's still a fucker.

He failed many other people because he's forever a fucker.

But I must agree that he's better than Ms Soh.

Oh did I mention Carlos split IXD'2 into 2 groups? A few of us were in the morning class and the others in afternoon. And on that day I realised he split other classes too. But idek, we still made noise?

So there were me, Hweejie, Wan Shing, Ryan, Alson, Faris, Daniel & Lionel in morning session. After class we + Brandon - Wan Shing went for lan @Chambers @Yishun hehehe. L4D2 awesomeness again and again ^^

Left around 5.

Saturday, 12th June, today!

I met dearest Lai Yumin for breakfast @10am. How long as it been since we had breakfast together! And we talked and ate, and left for Bugis around 11plus? Shopping at Bugis was a failure so we headed to Fareast. We walked around in circles like crazy women until we were tired so we sat down at Ya Kun and took a break :D

Continue shopping till 5? Bussed to Panjang & dinner @Foodcourt :)

Oh my 2 weeks holidays have finally started but during this holiday all I have to do is assignments fml :(

But still, time for a break! A break from all the lecturers. My god.

Here I am still holding on

Short day in school today. Awesome, :) APN it's cam whoring day.

Headed to Cine for E2Max. L4D2 & CS with IXD'2 + Matthew & Caleb today. It was really fun and destressing. :>

Before that we had lunch @KFC, and had awesome Frolick. Yummmm. :3

Finished LAN around 3. Talk cock sing song make noise and slack outside Cine before we all split up and went home.

I've so much assignment to complete but I just went home and did nothing today. Best. So tmr I'm gonna die like everyone else yayyy. 80 sketches! OSM SHIT.

When it hurts so bad sometimes

I'm really sick of life. I don't know what to do.

During the long break after Os I used to complain about how bored I was and how much I wanted Poly to start. But now, I really really want all those times back. If possible, I'd actually want to go back to Secondary school life. Maybe because at that point of time, I actually wouldn't think so much. Or maybe there weren't so many things to think about. Or maybe I chose not to think about stuff.

Everyday there were laughters, from the bottom of my heart. Even if I had to put on a mask, I managed to do it well. I think I'm losing myself already. Where is the happy go lucky me? Even though I kept everything to myself, I could feel happy. I need that part of me back right now. The old me wouldn't even be writing or thinking about this at all.

I really hate sharing my problems and sorrows with people because I don't think it helps me at all. On the contrary, I think it makes me feel worse. Maybe it isn't really like this. Maybe it's just me. I hate being me.

To anybody who is reading this post. Please do not ask me if I'm fine. Obviously I would say I'm fine. But am I really fine? If I'm not, will I ever be? Just. Just don't ask me anything. Read this and get over with it.

I actually wish no one would read this. I just wanted to let it all out. I don't know if this helps. But there's no harm in trying. Why not.

Fuck this emo side of me. Fuck it all.

I hope this will be the first and the last time I will be writing such foolish things.

Yeah, I hope.

One two three, go!

A few pictures for you before I go to bed. I'm really really tired now so I'm not gonna blog k.

Monday, June 7, today.

Over due photos,

Opening up

Tuesday, 1st of May.

It was a really really really slacky and boring Tuesday. Handed in our Assignment 1, everyone was soooo fucking relieved!

Our favourite Raymond & Winnie released us at 10.30am instead of 12pm, so we went out together for lunch @AMK. From Popeye's to KOI Cafe, BEST OF BOTH WORLDS. Cabbed back to school from AMK. :)

TSS released us early too, at 6pm instead of 7. Why so osm. So we had dinner @AMK (again!)

Wednesday, 2nd of May.

Camwhoring day as usual. Boring lecture led me to lalaland. TSS love to release us early so we had a 1/2hr break before Carlos' lecture. He too, released us early.. Wtf.

Girls from IXD'2 heehee. :)

Wait. Where's Syaza?!

IKEA > Queensway > Anchor point > L4D2 & CS @ Timah.

Dear Ah Jie & Ah Ting ^^

Thursday, 3rd of June.

Stayed at home the whole day do do my assignments.

Complete!

Friday, 4th of June, today.

Carlos' lesson today till 11am.

I hate Carlos sfmttfm. I bet everyone does.

He's so fucking unreasonable that if he dies today everyone will be popping champagnes. Srsly, get a lifeeeeeee.

Okay so after school we (IXD'2 & Brandon) headed to town.

Lunch @ Orchard Central @ Ajiman > Art Friend @ Taka > L4D2 & CS @ E2Max @ Cine :)

Awesome L4D2 & CS, seriously luv you guys :D

I'm slowly improving hor. Watch out ah! ^^